Wednesday 14 September 2011

entri hari rabu lagi.

salam semua.hrni ade entri baru lg.bknkah bgtu lapang hidup sy bukan?hahaha.tgh blurr wat write up ni.so hrni nk cerita psl manner sikit.sgt sirius bunyinye ya.

ak dh lama prasan benda ni.tataula mmg budaya, gurauan ke ape.tp benda ni mmg biasa berlakula.ak sendiri byk kali mengalaminya.antara sintuasi2 yg ak bole recall adalah seperti berikut :

Situasi 1: br tadi kt hospital, masa kt parkg space dpn hostel nurse.ak jalan la nk pg kt kete. lps tu dgr suara dr jauh tgh naik motor "hai, nk gi mana tu?"ak igt dorg ckp gan sape2 tah.lepas tu bile ak dh kt dlm kereta and motor dorg dh dkt gan kete ak, br ak sdr dorg tgh ckp gan ak.tnye lg "nk g mana tu?"ak cm blurr2&tgk je lar tanpa sebrg perasaan.i dun really care if the guy is the outsider meaning someone who's not working in the hospital but this guy is a medical assistant and was acting this way.hmmm.sshla mcm tu kn

Situasi 2: time ni kt wangsa walk.i was with 3 little kids ( not so little).time tu bw dorg tgk movie.lepas tu, beli tiket dlu and later while waiting for the movie kitorg pg la tutti frutti dlu.ms tgh jln2 nk g tutti frutti tu, there was this group of 19 to 20-year-old boys and about 2-3 of them were like "hai, awk". i wasn't looking directly at them and tried to ignore them. ak mcm pelik sbb bukan ak ni mcm bw ank 3 org ke.still dorg bole mcm tu

Situasi 3: ini dekat jj au keramat. i was with my nephew and niece.then sggh beli big apple.everything was going smooth until bile kitorg keluar, there was this guy, ya.. the big apple's employee he was saying something like " i love you, i miss you"not to be perasan or anything but we're the only customer during that time and this guy was waving at me.i know he was joking around and so on.but not in front of the kids and what if these kids were my children, dorg x segan ke kacau2 mak org cmtu.

Situasi 4: this time dkt Sg. Buloh Hospital.i was walking alone to koperasi. then, there were these 2 visitors lalu bertentangan kt sebelah. and u know what, he was saying " hai dr, dh mkn?dr sehat?" then they were giggling. i was looking at them feelingless and as usual ignored these kinda people.tapela ak student org nk kacau mcm tu.tp kalau dr pn dorg x respect and kacau2 mcm kt mall je.tatau la nk kate ape

Situasi 5 : masa ni kt uitm shah alam. i believed i was in 2nd yr.mcm biasa kitorg tade cuti pjg2 mcm bdk kos len.so time tu mmg bdk mdc jelar tggl dlm campus.quite scary though.neway, i'm on my way back to my college with my fren (couldn't remember who).masa jln kt area klj teratai kot,ade kereta stop and pggl kitorg mcm nk tnye tmpt. since tmpt ni dlm uitm and these guys nmpk mcm student.ak pn pg la.and bile dh gi kt dorg. this dude was asking " nama siapa?"mcm hape je.but i remembered that dude was kinda hot ( sempat lg kn usha)but still perangai cmtu so ak jln jelar mls nk lyn.tp time sume org cuti tu mmgla asek kne kacau gan tah sape2la dlm uitm tu

ape yg ak tapaham skg:

1. kenapa org nk behave cmtu.guess what, i'm not that pretty (kalo cantik xdela ak single dr dlu) but still org nk xde keje nk kacau2 cmtu.Besides, i'm a bit too old to be kacau-ed.zmn2 dak sek or asasi bolela.Most of the ppl around me ckp ak ske buat muke anxious gan xpuas ati. adkh itu  yg mendorong org utk mengacau ak?musykil

2. kenapa  kt hosp pn org2 ni ade mase nk mengamalkn aktiviti sedemikian.it's not shopping mall or pasar

3. kenapa even ak dh nmpk mcm kakak ke mak2 bdk gan bw anak sume dorg still nk gatal2 cmtu.at least kalo ade bdk tak pyhla behave cmtu.bad influence

anyway, xphm knp org behave mcm tu.very uncomfortable.but usually nk handle org cmni just ignore and leave them.they thought they were joking around so let them be. dh mcm budaya apetah rsnye mcm tu esp yg sah2 bdn kecik2 tp ade hati la kan nk kacau kakak2 mcm ak ni.kelaka la pulak.so renung2kanla buat org yg mempunyai perangai serupa.sekian

Tuesday 13 September 2011

entri hari rabu

salam..ak sgtla boring ye skg maka sdg cuba membuang masa dgn mengupdate blog yg x berapa nk meriah mcm blog org len ni.disini ak cuba menyalurkn (ecehhh) betapa risaunye ak sbb byk gile mende tatau psl o&g.last time ade postg ni ms 3rd yr.dlu ckp psl gestational diabetes mellitus, pregnancy induced hypertension, premature rupture of membrane, PPROM, multiple gestation, ectopic pregnancy, miscarriage and so on sume cite mcm air je.skg cm blurr. i know i'm in d 2nd wk of posting but still am i demented or something??aaaa!!!mintak smpg dijauhkn.ditambh pulak mood nk m'bc ni tade  dsbbkn mood raya ade lg(pdhal bknnye pg beraya sgt).skg ni tgh bc cervical neoplasia pn xhbs2 lg.pastu ak ni dh 5th yr pn still cm mls2.ade ward work g tdo.dhla tade study grp and xtgk kes2 len kad wad len for preparation for pro exam!eeeeiii!!bahaya btol!!wake up fizah!!!fokus!!

neway, hrtu hr sabtu parents ak buat open hse.maap le sape2 yg x dijmpt tu.buat sdrhana je.tp bdk cls ak xrmi pulak dtg.geram!but then again there must be a reason why they did not turn up kn. rmi jgk yg dtg.kwn ayan, sedara and the unexpected guest(tadela unexpected sgt sbb dia ckp mmg dia nk dtg pn.hahah).papela.bz gle weekend hrtu smp xstadi pape ok.case write up x siap lg kne submit by thursday.sebaik kes placenta praevia (mcm hebat gle).pstu isnin hrtu bile bedside teaching still blurr2 bile dr tnye.dorg2 ble je jwb.sedey btol.nmpk sgt byk bnda ak dh lupe dan xstadi lg.kene lbh rajin ni Fizah!

oklah.mane bole nk cite pjg sgt kerja x hbs lg ni dan menampakkan kelapangan ak.lg satu ak tgk2 jgk sp visitor kt blog ak ni.plek2 je dr bristol??hahaha.sah2 sesat.cr resepi muffin agknye.pastu dr tronoh, puchong and kjg.yg klakanya br ak tau kajang tu t'ltk kt negeri sembilan.wahahah.!sekian saja